The beginning...

THE BEGINNING...

- Honestly I wouldn't even know where to begin with my thoughts. It has been years since I have even done any type of online journal. I've never had my own personal "blog" that I guess anyone would actually want to read but I guess I can give this a shot.

I'm sitting here watching Greys Anatomy reruns and it's 2:30am. Also typing religiously fast to my best friend that's in Connecticut. He is truly amazing. That's all I have to say. We've been friends since we were 8 years old. Makes me laugh honestly. He keeps me sane. We were reminiscing tonight about our past and childhood. All we had were each other. I was estranged from my family and he was an only child so we clung to each other.

How many people in your life can you honestly say that you've "known" most of your life or your whole life besides your family? It boggles my mind that he and I both have "grown up" together. Literally. Going through from adolescents to preteens to teenagers to adults? When did this happen? Suddenly when you are my age, you definitely realize that you aren't getting any younger and you start opening your eyes up to things that matter in life and things that don't.

We used to fight like cats and dogs too. It was like having a soap opera every single day on just two people who got along great but when things got bad for some reason, they got super bad. We have the same temper and attitude. In High School we were such little "bitches".. I'm talking about literally fighting OUT LOUD in Italian class and completely disrespecting our Italian Teacher. I will never forget him.. IO TU LUI LEI LEI. (the way you'd say i, you, me, he and she - trust me I did not imprint this in my mind on purpose! This teacher definitely did his job, unfortunately that's the only thing I remembered from that class). That poor guy never stood a chance against us. Or we'd walk down the hallway screaming and fighting with each other then continue to fight online over AOL Instant Messager and Emails and HE just brought up the fact that we'd call each other over and over again on our land line phones to kick each other offline.

I mean this was over 10 years ago so you can only imagine how immature and stupid we were. I wouldn't trade those time in for anything though. I find that when you get older you realize who your true friends are. You may not have a large amount of friends, but the ones that are there are the only ones that really matter. You can't count on everyone in your life but if you are lucky enough you'll get a handful or less that you can depend on with your life.

Flash forward 10 years, and we are still the same people we were but just with more responsibilities. It amazes me that we're 800 miles away from each other and we're still closer then ever. I can tell him anything, and he can with me and we just have amazing support for one another without judgements. He truly is the sibling that I've never had.

- Anyways -

It's now 2:45 a.m. and not even an ounce of me is tired. My boyfriend and I just went to a movie tonight. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1. This series is epic. The books are the best sellers , and the movies follow. I read the first two books about 10 years ago but then lost interest with it but I follow the movies religiously! The director that took over after the first two movies is amazing. The series has completely turned dark and twisted and it just amazing! I'm excited for the Part 2. I can't believe it' s been 10 years since this whole series has started. I can't believe I'm old enough to say "10 years ago.... i was doing this... and i saw that" WOW.

I guess I've gone on ranting and raving too much. Night!

~Lizzie